Six years have passed by... - SALSABIILA

Started work as a teacher on 11th August 2003... That was six years ago.. Monday.. Arrived at my present school at 12 pm with Mom & Sheh... Since then, i have known the school inside out... Known most of the people there and around school.. Many sweet moments with sweet people I have tasted... Sour moments, too... They all added spices to my life here..

After a couple of years there, my colleagues found it right to taunt me with 'kahwin' matter... Some wanted to pair me with with fellow single women teachers... A few wanted to pair me with their cousins, their nieces, their sisters and so on... Some i replied 'no'... Some i just kept quiet.. It left some of them fuming... "hang ni..nak kawin ka tak nak kawin?" "hang ada masalah pa? coba habaq mai kat aku"...

Aku sengeh je... Dalam diam aku kata "aku nak kawin dengan orang yang aku senang hati melihatnya... aku nak kawin dengan orang yang menjaga agamanya dengan cara dia berpakaian dan bertindak dan berfikir..."

Depa not interested dalam Bahasa Inggeris yang ku ajaq masa tu... Depa lebih interested dengan ke'bujang'an aku... Evri time cikgu ppuan baghu diperkenalkan, haaaa... "Nabil! Apa lagi? Sambor lerrr!" Dulu tak gheti jawab balas... laa aku jawap 'hang nak kat dia, jangan test market dengan aku!' Apa depa ingat ppuan ni anak ayam ke nak main sambor-sambor... no way man! not my way!

Dah nam taun kat sini... dah terasa nk blik kpg.. blik bbakti kpd anak negeri... puaih dah dok begelumang kt perak ni...

Dan dah 33 taun kat dunia ni, dah terasa nk kawin.. 33? Ya, 33.. 2009 akan mnjadi taun penamat ke'bujang'anku dgn izin Allah swt.. Moga ia kan mjadi kenyataan.. Isi hati dah dicurahkn semahuny.. persediaan dah dimulakan...sini dan sana.. Apalagi yg diharapkn kalau bukan pematerian ikatan dua kalbu yg sdg berdegup kencang! serta ikatan dua keluarga yg akan memeriahkan lagi pesta persaudaraan Islam... Segalanya Allah akan tentukan... Dan aku akan hanya terima ketentuan dariNya...

At birth, i was surrounded by lovers - my late father, my mother, my brothers & my sisters...
In my schooldays, i was surrounded by my protective lovers - my parent & my siblings...
They were closer to me then... I was closer to them then than now...
Now I need another lover to complement my life...completing the circle of No 81 children..

Here I am alone.. I have Allah as company in this home 24 hours... And no human...